This is life, Suck it up!

“Life” is what I really am facing now and as what my friend says “This is life, Suck it up!” I guess that is what I should do. Decide or I will end up with no outcome. But I don’t know what to do, indecisive person as I always am...Sigh!

Just a simple poem ^_^

The way you look, the way you smile

It’s intoxicating.

The way you love, the way you care

It’s amazing.

The way you act when you get tipsy

It’s amusing.

The way you write, the way you text

It’s sweet.

The way you stay hushed when we are together

It’s hilarious.

Nevertheless I feel wonderful looking at you wordlessly

For I know you are a person of less words

With a handsome heart.

For My Best Friends!

The first time I met you all, I had those feeling,

Something different, something incredible, something unique about all of you.

And with time we all became close as we grew despite all the differences.

My life couldn’t be happier without you all in it.

I just want you all to know how much you all mean to me

And to thank you all for being such a great friends.

People come, people go.

But you all will always remain in my heart.

Love you all <3

Writing my desire!

And again, it has been a while since I last wrote. Actually I didn’t know what to write till now and today am back with tangling thoughts of mine.

I write, but why??? That was the first thing which popped into my mind today: /

And after thinking a lot, going through it wisely, it just came out that writing is a desire, my fantasy where I can write anything what I want to, nobody there to stop me.

Writing is something that has kept me going, like writing small notes and thoughts in a book whenever I feel like I am out of place and this has helped me go through and I am happy.

I enjoy writing and that’s my thought for the day!

Hehe...^_^

Death and Impermanence

Death is inevitable, it occurs to all, one or the other way. No one can escape death; everyone will have to pass through it. And one should always be aware and prepared to face it.

It is always reminded to us in everything we do, for example, if we twist our ankle and fall, this is telling us to remind our self of death, a sign showing that death can happen in anyways.

Sufferings are caused by desires, attachments, ill thinking, etc. So one should try to avoid all these things with time so that at the time of departing from one’s body only the positive environment will float rather than negative.

It is hard but one can overcome it, it will take a lot of time indeed but one should have patience, path to nirvana is always not so easy. One should suffer but can succeed.

Actually if we think deeply, everything is just temporary, tong pa ne, even our body. At the time of death, we have to leave our body behind.  Nothing remains till the end. Impermanence is what that is called.

So get reminded of our self about death and impermanence always, everyday and feel the difference in oneself, that changing attitude of oneself. It feels great.

All The Best!

Mother.

Waiting for your call, and as if you know am missing you, my phone rings out with the song “Dear Mom” by S.N.S.D with your name which brings a smile that is unusual, the every time I think of you.

Hearing your voice...lovely and soft, makes me feel like am near you, listening to you, though less because I talk more, it is kind a relaxing, thank you mother.

Remembering those wonderful days, going out for a drive, chatting for hours, teasing one another, cooking, drinking together...makes me happy and smile all the time, thanks to you.

Thank you for all the love, care and everything.

I admire you, a single mother who raised three children all by herself, taking responsibility of both father and a mother, without letting us feel the absence of our father .

We adore you, you are such a wonderful lady with a soft heart, thank you for letting us have what we ever wanted and full filling our desires.

I have never seen a courageous woman like you, it’s just so amazing to have a mother like you.

You are amazing and I am very lucky to be born as your daughter...am proud of you mom, am really proud of you...hats off to you.

And today also while I was remembering you, writing this, my phone just rang with your name and this is really awesome...the most wonderful feeling ever, I love you mom.

Happy Mother's Day.