Gosh! I haven't blogged for more than a year and I am surprised myself. Wow!

So I was just thinking why I didn't blog for like a year and yes I got the answer right away, that is I was being way to lazy to do anything. So today, right now, right away I am pouring whatever is in this little mind of mine.

It's already February, 2015. People says it's the month of love and I wonder why? It's just another month like any other month which comes every year...hahaha! And I am here in this little room of mine wondering how I am going to complete the final year with so many things to study and clinical works to be done, wondering whether I will get enough patients or will I be hunting for patients. This little mind is always occupied with the final year stuffs. So I guess this is how a final year student feels.

That's all I can pour for right now, maybe I will write some more some other time. Bu-bye!

Small things!

Small things can make a big difference in either ways.

It is that small things we count and live on.

It is that small things which break us.

In all small things bring in all the changes.

Be it good or bad, it has the control to change a whole lot of things.

What is Love?

What is "Love"? Is it something that will keep you busy with all kind of thoughts or is it something that will make you think you are living a fairy tale?

I assure no one can define it in particular. It will depend on one self and for me "Love" is something beyond description, you can feel it but you really don't know how to express it. It is something that happens out of the blue yet smacks your heart and makes you crazy.

"Love" is a very sweet, simple four letter word yet so very complicated. It is a unique feeling I would say. You don't get annoyed really when that person fights you, instead you feel like knowing that person better, leading to one step further in strengthening the relationship. It is something that makes you heartbreaking when you see them hurt and when the slightest thought of losing them comes to mind, tears roll down. Selfishness develops within oneself and even we start to doubt the things which are the most honest.

The sight of world is lost when one gazes into the eyes of the other. The weakness felt when you hug each other and the feeling of being special when you are near by. But it is still understandable that one would stand on the cross roads confused in realizing what love exactly is.

Respect, care, trust and loyalty are must. It looks great when beheld from outside but has much more meaning and responsibility than just sharing the happiness in it.

Love is something which cannot be defined definitely rather something so complex yet people like to take the risk and fall in love which is truly amazing.

New Year, New Life!

The year 2012 ended without knowing how it actually ended with so many unexpected things. Even I survived the dooms day..yay! hehe ^_^

2012 was hell of a life; it was the worst and well yea even the best. The thing is time passes by really fast without even realizing and the world growing around us in such a way we are left way back.

Just hearing from friends inside country, the life I am living is totally opposite to them. They have just grown into an adult, a responsible citizen. The way they talk and behave are so mature, that I envy them. In a way I regret coming abroad, wish I have just stayed in-country. It's totally the opposite, we wish we had stayed there and they wish they had gone outside, this is how it is, the reality!

I know I have grown up in so may ways, I have changed people say and yes that is true but what I actually am inside is still that little kid, who only thinks about happiness surrounded by family and I am still hangover with that life. 

Well I just can't think and stand there alone watch the world change, I need to grow up, think and act like one too. So with this New Year, I am going to be a little wise and a responsible lady with a matured mind.

Well Cheers to New Year and a new life!

Lost and confused!

All I can think is nothing and all I can say is nothing but what I know is everything running at the speed of light leaving me all alone behind. So many words to express yet I feel out off words.

It is that simple yet seems so complicated. Lost, confused and troubled is all that’s left within me.

Staring at the sky, filled with bright stars one lonely night with thousands of thoughts running up and down wishing for a shooting star for what I really need is that single wish to be fulfilled!

Another hobby of mine!

I just love cooking, to be precise baking sounds the right word and I usually spend my time watching TLC and Fox history channel where most of the time cooking and baking shows are aired. I just love watching and noting the ingredients and procedures down so that later I can do self experiment in the kitchen.

Kitchen, I would describe it as my heaven. I just enjoy myself smelling, tasting and experimenting with the foods out there in kitchen, always eager to learn something new. 

My mom will always be there to taste and judge my dishes. She would say “It’s okay, concentrate more the next time you do that” even if I do some errors like less salt, more oil etc.  She was the one who taught me to knead flour, if not for her I wouldn’t have know what I know now and am very thankful to her.

So baking is another hobby, desire, interest of mine which makes me happy and satisfied.

Learning something new.

To experience and to learn something new in life is always amazing. It has been quite a time learning how to drive and I feel so good. Mom has been my teacher and she has been very calm with me the whole time.

I am enjoying each and every minute in the driver's seat with all those amazing stuffs which I am the only one touching and using. I feel like going whoo-hoo all the time. It's really fun driving. I love doing everything, from the starting of engine till the parking of the car but it's kind a sad when the clutch and accelerator timing doesn't match due to my foot coordination. But in all it's really awesome.

Mom never allows me to drive on my own on the highways for now. But she sure did promise to allow me sometime soon when she feels that I have the confidence enough to tackle with other vehicles on the road. I am just so eagerly waiting for that day to come.

So here I come Thimphu-Paro Highway sometime soon..so be ready to face me. :)