"Close the door. Write with no one looking over your shoulder. Don't try to figure out what other people want to hear from you; figure out what you have to say. It's the one and only thing you have to offer. "
Barbara Kingsolver

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Flashback ;)

Today's weather was really awesome, neither too hot nor too cold, just cool after the rain has stopped drizzling. I would say a perfect weather for a cup of coffee and a movie.
I poured myself a cup of coffee and sat to choose a movie but ended up watching Naruto(Japanese Anime).

I am glad that I chose it, it just brought back all my "High School Memories". Friends, group friends more likely Best Friends, a group of 5 girls always excited to do and try something new, full of enthusiasm and energy. Girls always there for each other and never afraid to do anything.

Well that was once upon a time but as for now every one has grown up and are living their own life, we rarely get time to spend like before as we are not together either and it is kind a tough to keep in touch every now and then, when we are far a part though we meet through social networks, it is never like before but deep down in our heart we are "Best Friends Forever" and we are looking forward to meet soon, all five of us together like before.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Finally !

Finally everything is set and am kind a relaxed for now. Soon I will be flying back home and am so excited, at the same time a bit depressed as am going to miss my lovely ones and a lot of things out here.

Well I just can't wait to see my family and friends either, especially mom, nuchu, achu and Deki (my best friend), we are meeting after more than a year. We have been away from each other and things have changed a lot, we couldn't share all the details like we did during high school time and I missed her a lot. Well I am really excited to see her.

I shifted to my new house recently and am liking it. The family, they are awesome and my room it's really beautiful with purple color walls, my favorite. 

Everything is running smoothly as for now and am smiling more than I have in a long time... all thanks to special people in my life :)

Noble Eightfold Path

All experience is preceded by mind,
Led by mind,
Made by mind.
Speak or act with a corrupted mind,
And suffering follows
As the wagon wheel follows the hoof of the ox.

All experience is preceded by mind,
Led by mind,
Made by mind.
Speak or act with a peaceful mind,
And happiness follows
Like a never-departing shadow.




Source: Net

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Sometimes you have to go it alone

Having to deal with a lot of thing is sure a head ache, wonder how our parents deal with so many things at a time..well hats off to them.
Been more than a year in this place yet I find this place new and different, I know I complain a lot and I try my best not to yet I can't.
I always do things according to my mother but here I just can't do anything without her and I really miss her a lot.
I have been searching for a house but ended up with none. I don't have any idea whether I will get one or not but lets hope that I get one as soon as possible.

And am just done with all the hearings about the home shifting thing, there is nothing to talk about that, we are shifting not because we fought or we don't like each other nor there is any internal conflict, it's just that we want to live alone, and try a life, a life different from which we have been living till now but god knows what everyone else is thinking and concluding about that. And even we can say that we want to save our friendship till the end.

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending."

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Just a thought

Having a cup of coffee alone, something just popped in my mind.

Life isn't just the same, people around me have changed, and even I have changed both in appearance as well as my way of thinking.

Life is just not simple as i have thought; it is a game, a whole new game. I never thought I would become like this but am happy though I have missed some important things on my way for i even got so many new things back.

Thinking about the past just makes me miss those wonderful days, the past memories...it's just too hard for me to think, it just brings tear to my eyes...friends, laughing and chatting, singing and dancing, with innocent face, no nothing not even a small lie back then among friends but now everything is the opposite.....everyone has grown up and living their own life, everyone  has changed and this is the present situation.